Scarred Reflections
I'm happy to experience this even though regret is like a wound you can't shed.
It's like I stepped outside my own mirror, looking at two different mirrors from a vantage point. I start to feel some kind of a regret, but what's done is done. It's kinda hard seeing a part of myself from back then, and what's even more hard is realizing the harm I've done to both of us. But it's all gone now, but not forgotten..
The most important thing is that I learned from my mistakes and that I even recognize what I did wrong in the past, I'm happy to experience this even though regret is like a wound you can't shed.
In the mean time other emotions have started to take their rightful place, almost lost my fear of them taking over. While they're settling, new ones started to emerge. As if I can't just feel nothing for once..