anselia

Madness in Wonderland

It was a total distortion of reality, only fed with my fears.

Thrown into my own wonderland, fed by my little demons my wicked mind painted a whole other world before me. One of which I've only seen glimpses of throughout the days. It was a total distortion of reality, only fed with my fears. Fears I can't conquer, since there's nothing to overcome. Only to learn to ignore, or vanquish completely, which takes time..

From one scene to another, I found myself amidst strange people. Orphans and some weird rich guy. In the end a little girl with her grandpa were granted asylum into a house, dropped off by a cab they slowly walked to their new home. Their suitcases were still sitting on the sidewalk, and when I called out to let them know the sky illuminated. It was like looking into heaven, I slowly ascended towards the sky and below I saw the ground turn into one large field covered with a movie of a thunderstorm. The ground transitioned into a dark blue ocean, and I dove right in.

Whilst submerged, I felt water wrapping it's arms around me. I felt calm for a brief moment, before I was thrown into a mudstream, with random debris hitting me on the way down. Suddenly a girl appeared next to me, with long soaked dark hair, I tried to keep her head above water until she suddenly turned into some kind of a zombie and told me to let her go for once, and so I did.