La Bella Vita
Never knew I could be this way.
Life's good to me lately. Ever since I moved I can feel my insides adapting just a little bit again, especially the last few days. Less worries, more pleasure. A lot more, which is good.
This fresh start I'm making is probably one of the best moves I made in my life, I wouldn't even recognize myself if the past me saw me how I am now.. Never knew I could be this way. I've got a lot of people to thank for it, way too many actually. Especially a certain few, and I'm really happy to have em in my life..
I miss you four lovely daisies, especially one of you.. but hopefully my patience will be rewarded eventually. I'm really glad I'm able to experience this new found kind of love. Still I'm afraid it won't be enough someday, which is where my silly crush comes in. I'm glad I noticed it's not that bad,. yet. Since it's just impossible to have anymore in the current situation, and it just proves I'm not an idiot. Which is also good of course.
Sometimes things just feel too surreal, as if I'm back in my head. Which would be the only place my experiences reside after they played out. Well maybe in others their mind, but I doubt it'll be the same as it's for me..
Time to set sail for the world in my head, and turn the bit of surreality into vague memories.