Kinesis
Yet at the same time,. I discovered the light for the first time.
My new home, is starting to feel like home. Thanks to a dear friend who's helped me through enough phases of my life lately my new home started to form shape. There are still missing some things, and most importantly memories. But both will be here soon enough.
My treasure chest of memories has gained a few gems lately, precious gems. Gems out of which I'm extracting lot's of happiness lately in the darker times. I've learned that I should embrace darkness, to see the light. And darkness is something I've always embraced. Like a curtain, a blanket keeping me warm and safe. It's like a warm hug to me sometimes, especially paired with some drops from the sky. Even though it's pouring cold water sometimes, it's still soothing. Probably still something that still remained from that first moment, that moment which I was surrounded by darkness. Sitting on cut wood, rain pouring down all around me. Before that moment, I never felt anything so dark and deep. Yet at the same time, I discovered the light for the first time.