Homo Sapien
I'm done with hiding behind this wall.
All alone in a place that should've been my home for a few years but never was I suddenly started to realize alot of things. It was like I stepped out of my own body and started talking to myself, my little demons running amok inside my head. I went mad and heavily depressed for a few days, alongside with then-current difficult circumstances. But I realized something is really fucked up inside of me, and I was finally ready to admit it. I've been lying to myself for so long. And now I've decided to do something about it, the hard way. Not the easy way..
The past few days my head's been in overdrive and started arranging feelings and thoughts the right way for once, I've been thinking about a lot of stuff and I noticed a sudden change. Seems I've lost bits and pieces of some fears and the dam keeping all of my insane thoughts, heavy emotions and other crap behind until the reservoir would normally spill over. It's freeing nonetheless, scary at the same time. But it feels like I'm doing the right thing for once, being completely honest with myself and others.
I'm done with hiding behind this wall, after all, I'm only human.