Dawn
Although we both had our little moment of weakness,. we still had each other.
Lately I've been cleaning up several aspects of my life, this sanctuary has been cleansed from the long gone past that I've been holding on to for so long. Most of the time I spent with her, and almost everything I've been through with that whore. Just a big part I'd rather forget about, but just as with the bones of the skeletons we keep in our closets, they will probably never dissolve.
Most people, except for those who look at the position of the sun differently, would use this particular day of the year to make any resolutions for the time to come. A kind of ritual practiced by so many people. Thankfully I had the opportunity to spend it with some of my dearest friends, one of which I almost forgot how good it feels to be by her side. She just took most of my worries away in a jiffy, she made me realize once more that some thoughts should never emerge. Although we both had our little moment of weakness, we still had each other.
While cleansing my ego residing on the planes of virtuality, a little path back to someone dear I've lost before opened up for me once again. But I decided not to walk down it again, she would have to come to me this time. As I've done all I could back then to keep the bond between us from snapping apart, while she just did nothing. I don't blame her, I still care for her as much as I did, just because she pulled me through one of the hardest times. I just know she has her own reasons for keeping the distance between us, and I respect those.
We've both done our parts, I guess.