anselia

Bittersweet Surrender

You made me realise that everything ends, no matter how much you don't want it to end.

Intoxicated, embraced by the dark sheets of the night I'm dancing with your ghost on the tiles of my sanctuary. Surrounded by the smoke of those little bastards that we call our best friends. Tears of the sky pouring down on me, I've gone back to that time when you were here with me. I can still feel you near me, you're not here, but I still feel your presence near.

I'm holding nothing but thin damp air, yet I feel your head resting on my shoulder. Caressing your cheek, giving little kisses on your warm soft lips. Feeling your heart pounding against my chest, playing the same song as mine. Your smile keeping me warm in this cold winter night. Telling how beautiful you are, how much you mean to me, little muse of mine.

True love, something I only felt when I was with you. Listening to the same songs, I've gone back in time. Back when you were here for real.

I wish this night would never end, just like our endless summer nights..