Battle of Elements
Silly miss communications kept us apart, and so did our mutual fear of commitment.
Taken back to the place where it all began, I had to separate myself from the substitute of that same beginning. The place that gave birth to my first feelings of love, the first loss that I'll carry with me for the rest of my life.
Now again it's being rubbed in my face, here's what you could lose and will have to do without, for the oncoming 12 weeks. The cliche goodbyes were said, while our eyes did the rest of the talking.
At the same time, similar feelings arose, creating a fusion much like fire and ice combined. A fire that brought light to my inner umbra, the dark corners lit up and pushed out the monsters residing there. Making it less of a scary place. Everything I locked away for the past few years came out, and I felt cleansed by that sacred flame.
That same flame engulfed my heart, pushing aside the eternal ice that was settling in. The icicles finally received their echo after transvibing for so long. But by then they were unable to resonate any longer since the warmth made them melt. Silly miss communications kept us apart, and so did our mutual fear of commitment.
A small part of me still feels some regret, but at least I kept it from feeding one of my deepest fears of losing another one..